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Well, I suppose I should really say hello to all my long lost pals in So Cal and a few other places...

I think about you all the time but feel like I am always too deep under my pile of things to do...

Currently brewing:

1) trying to get various papers, competencies, certifications turned in before the end of the year (it helps in order to go on to 3rd year residency)

2) about to take USMLE step 3. yes, I know, I am very lazy procrastinating so long. everyone else in my residency program seems to procrastinate this test so why should I be any different...

3) lots of power point presentations. seems like we end up doing about two per month depending on the rotation. then there are other didactics that we teach.

4) just went to an area high school as part of out patient rotation and taught and A&P class on the digestive system to juniors. wow they seem young now! Of course I found out I was doing this 3 days before it was due, all of them were work days and the first two involved a 30 hour shift and postcall napping leaving little time left for preparing what I was going to say.

5) I'm really starting to freak out about having only 1 year left until I have to know it all... just kidding about the knowing it all part, since the attendings all tell me that they felt quite dumb their first year as an attending with the whole adjustment of having no one to staff with.

6) seems like everyone in my clinic group is on vacation right now including a lot of attendings so of course that means I am managing all their issues.

7) did I mention that winter is really dreary here and that I NEED SUN!!! By the way, Sunny counts for sunshine. Thanks for coming up to visit Sunny Bunny! You're a sweetheart! It was fun hanging out with Halle and Lisa as well.

8) I really need summer so that all the snow will melt off my favorite trails so that I can backpack! must backpack!!! Nothing like living in the part of town with all the bars and street noise to make me need to escape.

9) Tim, enjoy life as a medical student. That's all I am going to say. Just kidding, residency is much better, though also more exhausting.

10) What is with everyone I ever hung out with getting married this summer??? You guys have nothing better to do than be romantic! (Kidding again, great choices everyone! there is more to life than work...)

11) I'm trying to decide what to do with my life after this next year. Hospitalist? Primary care doctor? Missionary? I want to be mobile enough to do mission work, I want the job flexibility of a hospitalist and I want the doctor patient relationship of a primary care provider. Any ideas???

12) Thanks for the darlings that remember me enough to invite me to be a part of their wedding! I'm honored... and looking for plane tickets... and trying to get dresses altered and find shoes, etc. I will make appearances in June (1-3) and August (10-12).

13) while I did gain about 100 extra pounds during my intern year due to eating junk (must have energy) I have been revising my habits to include fasting when at work and eating only when at home and now only weigh 40 pounds extra. (kidding about the numbers, take off one extra zero for each.)

14) my patients are driving me crazy much of the time. while I like primary care I must say that vague dizziness, chronic back pain, narcotic seekers really make me think twice about my career choice. And I really don't like it when the chief complaint listed by my medical assistant on the progress note is "multiple issues". I'm definitely getting better about interrupting people and guiding the interview, but some interviews really are impossible!

15) trying to read something every day that I learn on my current rotation. seems like not much time is left though after going the the grocery store, paying bills, doing laudry, doing the dishes, etc. Did I mention that it seems like every night I am preparing a power point for something
?

16) would be nice to have a good church to go to. there are some reasonable places out here though they are definitely not AdventHOPE. But it seems hard to ever get to know anyone when I have so few Sabbaths off.(Doesn't help matters when I go backpacking for the weekend, either.) Audioverse is great!

17) Did I mention that every weekend I'm off, it rains and all week at work it is sunny weather. Arrrrrrggggggg!!!!!!!

So... most of you will now understand why I don't blog very often and why when I do blog I just put up a nice scripture verse. I generally prefer not to say anything rather than to whine like I just did. Sorry for the attitude.

So... here is the verse (I really need to work on applying it):

"Not that I speak in regard to need, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content... I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Phillipians 4:11, 13